Can't let go

I'm on a chain where my insecurities only let me goes as far as i know is okay...and sometimes for a minute, a day, a week, or even a month....that chain loosens up, and i'm free to go a little farther, to experience new things than before. But will I ever have that strength to break free, to truly be myself...or will i always be followed, link after link, wondering when i'm going to be pulled back...*sigh*