When winter turns to summer...
And I will love no other...
Thats when I'll stop loving you...
I closed my eyes,the silent tears forged behind them
Dancing lessons.Courtesy of the school.
Why did it hurt so bad...
To dance with a complete stranger...
Instead of with -him-?
I just want to run into his arms
Kiss him deliciously...
I hold out my hand....
To the air...
I pretend its my lullaby....
Yes,you're the only one right now
Who has my heart
Now the stranger grabs my hand..
I strain out all the pain in light steps
God,right when I need your salvation...
Just give me the last wish...
Oh how I long for you...
To feel how much I want you to be mine...
You are just so perfect...
How did I get a guy like you...
To be my friend?
You are just too good for me...
I want to yell out my desires
This rhapsody of unsung dreams
Oh how the bitterness entwines my thoughts...
I just feel dark....
You told my friend the reason you don't like me...
Because I hate life?
I only hate the bad parts....
Oh Josh if only you knew my pain...
To see something I can't get
To feel ignored by the one you love
You would know why I hated it...
I'm abused all the time,but you don't see it...
I just don't want to cry in front of you
And make you guilty
Why do guys like you
Always look on the outside?
Its the inside that counts...
I just want to show you that...
But whats life if you don't live it?
I just want someone to be -MY- angel...
I am -their- angel...
But cant you be...
mine??
I just want you to love me
And smile with that angelic face
I'm sorry if you don't feel the same
You just hurt me when you make me seem out of place
Josh,I do love you
So much that you could fulfill
I might as well cry my eyes out
I might as well take a pill
For every time someone pushes me away
I just get more depressed
Sweety,thats why I hate life
Dear,crying over you makes people stressed.
