Pretending that I'm happy
faking laughs and smiles
you can't see through the act
I've been hurting for a while
you say you love me so much
but then you go and do this
I say I want you happy
but it's my old life that I miss
before I met you I wasn't happy
but I"m not happy now
I was fine with how things were
all I can ask is 'how?'
how could you tear my life apart
in such a short time
you've taken all I had
and all I wanted to be mine
you stabbed me in the back
and worse is that you knew it
if you knew that I would cry
then why did you even do it?
but I'll continue to be happy
when I'm around you now
I wish to be happy for you
I will be... somehow
