Oh please God

Can I die now god?
please? can I die?
You havn't given anything
And I always seem to cry

I won't ask for anything
If you just grant me this
Kill me now or
Make my life better,make it bliss

I don't think that you hear me
I'm in a living hell
So kill me or catch me
But I think I already fell

I feel like I am so alone
And that no one feels this way
But then I hear you calling
As my life just slips away