In my dreams

In my dreams
Sometimes love can hurt
Sometimes it can be great
It all depends on the connection
Sometimes people screw up and it turns into hate
Everyone has their own theory
Some people think everyone has a soul mate

I think a lot of times people get confused
They think lust is love
You can want what you can't have
That’s lust
You can think one person is all you need and you do anything for
The happiness of that one person
That’s love

For me I can only dream
Why me why is it that every time I want someone my friends always get that person
Without any effort at all
I seem so depressed
I feel like I am going to fall
I am miserable when I am alone
No one notices me
I am so unknown

In times people stand in your way
Their always the ones you love the most
They say it will be okay
But you know in your heart its right
And you won’t let it go
Without a fight

Right from the start
You were the one
I knew because without you I feel broken apart
If I lose you I am done
I would just give up
Even though I just begun

Is love ever real?
I think to myself
Could I tell you how I feel?

As the sun shines
I am in my room
Crying about never finding love wasting time
I am such a mess and full of doom

I am pulling out my hair as I scream
I am only happy when your there
This is only in my dreams
It doesn't matter what you wear
Because what I love the most is how you don’t care

The only way we are together
Is in my fantasy
If I could only stop the clock
I would spend the rest of my life in one time zone
I feel like there’s a wall between us like a big block

At night I am scared because it’s so hard to sleep
Knowing I am in the middle of nowhere
It’s full of creeps
People should have more respect

Just thinking of you makes me smile
You help me sleep at night
Thinking of you holding me tight
In my dreams I never can see your face
I'll I know is that I love you
I even love the way you taste
I guess I’ll close my eyes
I hope it will last
It gets harder and harder to say our goodbyes
I try to forget my past
Why is this so complicated?
My time with you goes too fast
I will see you in my dreams
I will love you forever
Nothing will come between
Even if you can not be seen
You will always be in my dreams
By: Bridgette Felde