Pain turning into scars
with each passing minute
I'm closer to my demise
obsessing over blood
i turn away from you
world spinning out of control
all in spite of you
you used to love and like me
and hold me in the light
what happened to the dreaming
I'm hiding in the night
shadows are my only friends
i stand alone
lost and betrayed by what i thought i knew
what i thought to be the truth
now melts in my hands
burning every pore inside myself
until the liquid guilt pours from the scars in my wrists
and burns on the ashen ground
smothering the once living
creating a grave for myself
[i thought i kind of went off with it but I'm not sure how it came across to everyone else. ha ha]
