I thought it would be easy
finally letting you go
but it's like you're teasing me
and why, I don't know
This confusion is overwhelming
but i know one thing for sure
it's not something I'll be forgetting
even though the last 4 months have been a blur
Tears that I have shed time after time
have burned pathways down my cheeks
and I led saying I was fine
knowing you'd push me down if I
was at my peak
Weakness, I now know isn't if I still love you
or even if I still really care
because this is all true,
it's if I go back after all the pain I could hardly bear
Now I can finally stand on my own two feet
not needing anyone spotting me
especially not a lying cheat
and this is how I always wanna be
You had such a hold on me
but it was my fault for letting you
and I know I am finally free
leaving you without a clue
I thought it would be easy
finally letting you go
it's like you're teasing me
and why, I now know
