You started all this pain
When you took me away from my life
Its all your fault I've become this way
Its you that drove me to my knife
I thought you were my friend
My angel in disguise
But that was before you started talking
Twisting my secrets into lies
Why did I actually think
That I could know you and not get hurt
When you talked about everyone else
Now I see your worth less than dirt
I always thought you were true to me
Even if I was the only one
But you let any chance of that go
When that bullet left your gun
Out of all my secrets
Why did you pick the one on my wrist?
You get me once with your mouth
I'll get you back twice with my fist
Why did you go there
And say my cuts were just for show
You didn't realize how desperate I was
There's so much you don't know
You thought my cutting was an act
Well, I'm not the one thats fake
You're so insecure you have to bring out the worst in others
But what you did with me was a big mistake
I can't believe I actually trusted you
With my feelings deep inside
What I guess you didn't know is that its people like you
That made me consider suicide
Best friends forever?
When did that end?
When did you start making up $h!+
And only pretending you were my friend?
You could've said anything else
And I would've forgiven you with time
But what you said, there's no going back
You've crossed way over the line
You chose to worsen the pain
And minimize my wishes of death
But how would you feel if it were reversed
And you were the one wishing it was your last breath
I'd like to see how you'd be
If you felt the pain I feel
You wouldn't last a second in my shoes
Knowing my suffering was real
But I made it out alive
With no thanks to you
See if I care if you end up like me
You and I both know you'd never make it through
If you dealt with everything you've talked about
You'd have died right then and there
We'd all go on living better than before
See if any of us would care!
*I know its long. This is just mostly to vent from a backstabbing friend so thanks for reading! vote and comments appreciated!*
