Suicide runs through my mind.
The blade cuts my veins.
My lifelong friend...dead.
Here I am left,
with no hopes no dreams.
Only a nightmare that becomes
a reality.
Not afraid to die
just wondering.......
what happens after suicide?
Cassy my live best friend
taking a bad example from me.
Ivan in love with someone who
can't believe.
Victor and Christian, two friends
that care for me have not yet seen
I'm tired of crying each night.
Tired of this painful life.
With no one at my side.
No one cares
once adored now ignored
Breathing in deep cutting again
hoping it goes deep enough to kill me.
Slowly I fall to the floor.
Waking up in a hospital bed..
people wondering if I'm dead.
When I leave this place,
I will try again,
but I still wonder if I die
What will happen next?
