I love him to death, but i couldn't lose her friendship.
He can give me a lot, but she can give me what he can not.
If i got with him, I'll lose her forever.
If i go with her, I'll have him never.
I'm so far away, yet i still have these worries.
This isn't what its like in all the stories.
Why cant life be just like the movies?
Perfect and Flawless, no threatening worries.
Never any problems to tear people apart,
Always happy endings, evil never plays a part.
I know I'm not the only girl to ever have these thoughts,
but i want them to go away and pretend they were never brought.
i fear I'm losing connection, a little bit with her.
I really hate this feeling of being torn in two direction.
