This is the only place where i can be completely alone
completely disregarded from the rest of the world
sprawled across the bathtub floor
hair lathered across my face
while water pours on my naked soul
and radiohead playing in the back round
this is the only place where no one asks me any questions
where no ones knocks on the door or butts into my life
i dont quit understand it, for this is the place where i cut
I'm standing by the counter now
where i always stand
razor blade directly in my hand
ready for the lonely blood fest to begin
and ill flush the bloody rags down the f*k*ing toilet
and no one will hear each time it flushes and realize what I've done
no will notice i cut this time
no one will ever notice
so ill do it again
I'll cut
and cut
and cut
and maybe once more
and once more again
until its over
the blade has gone too deep
and I'm down in Satan's pits
again. these tears i'll never weep
