Guilt

by Mandy Lou   Jun 30, 2005


This Guilt is consuming
My mind, body and soul
It leaves me feeling empty
My heart is taking the toll

I can't believe what I did
How could I ever think that?
God! I'd give anything
To take it all back

There are no scars
For you to see
You'd never know
Just by looking at me

I'll never forget
The look on my mothers face
As she watched her little girl
Ready to leave this place

This Guilt is tearing me apart
I never meant to wake
I just didn't realize
What all those pills would take

A daughter, sister and friend
I'm soon to be an aunt
They tell me to stop feeling Guilty
But, I see their pain, and Can't!

**Suicide is never the way...if you make it through, you realize your own pain ending isn't worth everyone else's beginning! Please rate/comment**

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  • 16 years ago

    by sHaTtErEdMiStAkE

    Wow It Has Been A Long Time Since I Have Been On Here
    You Always Knew How To Get The Attention Of The Reader Though
    Great Job And A Great Message
    Never Quit Writing...

  • 16 years ago

    by Hebe

    Great poem.
    Lots of emotions, very touhing and meaningfull..
    Loved reading it
    Take care

  • 19 years ago

    by afrodite

    Love the poem, u put a lot of feeling in that , and got a good message across.

  • 19 years ago

    by Ana Vidovic

    Wow the comment after this poem hit home with me more than even the poem (the poem was great too tho:p) but seriously that was a brilliant comment at the end i agree so much i never could have stated it so beautifully!!!

    Ana*

  • 19 years ago

    by Ashley_LOVES_Jason

    this is sad and a good one at the ame time. a good one cuz ur still here and u can tell others how bad suicide is...
    im_tickled_pink69@yahoo.com
    ~*~Ashley~*~

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