I don't have a title yet....help me please

I did it again
i broke you trust
i just needed someone to talk to
someone i could trust

i know it was wrong
to go behind your back
but you didn't have time for me
and i couldn't handle that

you are all i have
other than my best friend
but she was busy
with her own boyfriend again

i had good intentions
i was trying to be true
my ex was helping me
keep my promise to you

you know the one about cutting
how i would never do it again
i wanted to so bad
i just needed a friend

i thought i was gonna lose you
i was really scared
he told me it would all be okay
and that you would still be there

i thought you would be glad
that i didn't cut
but it seems all you cared about
was me messing up

i know of all people to call
he wasn't the best
but you gotta understand
i couldn't trust the rest

so all i can do
is say i'm sorry i lied
i love you with all my heart
and please forgive me tonight

i know it needs some work..but please leave me comments and tell me what you think....thanks