Is this love

I could sit and try to write a poem
All about my feelings for you
But I can never write one
That would just quite do

There's way too many emotions
That run through my mind
I'm so in love with you
But you piss me off sometimes

You know that you hold my heart
But sometimes you leave it bruised
I feel like you're not really in love with me
And that I'm getting used

But then there's those times
When you call out of the blue
Just to say that you miss me
And to tell me " I love you"

There are times when I think we're through
And that it's done this time
Then you find out I'm with someone new
And you act like you want to cry

You're really messing with my mind
I'm really confused about us
I love you, but I hate you
This situation is so damn tough

It's all these feelings running through me
I can't even begin to describe
Exactly what this feeling is
That I have so deep inside

Is love supposed to feel this way
Make your head completely spin
Make you feel like you're on cloud 9
Then bring you back down again