I WANT TO TELL YOU

I want to tell you how i feel
I want to tell you it all
I want to tell you the feeling i get
Everytime you call

When i answer the phone and hear you're voice
Its like a calming to my pain
But i know as soon as i hang up the phone
It will rush right back again

I want to tell you that i love you
But i'm not sure how you'll feel
And if you say "I love you too"
I'm afraid it wont be real

So i'll keep my feelings bottled up inside
And hope that they dont eat me alive

Because i love you more than life itself
But i'm scared you might think i need help

So now i'll lay me down to sleep
And pray tomorrow the pain wont be as deep

For if i have another day filled with this guilt
I'm scarred that i might hurt myself!

HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST POEM I HAVE SUBMITTED HERE~*~IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME~*~ AND I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU VOTED AND OR COMMENTED THANK YOU!