When I go to sleep
I wonder why I have to wake up
Reality and dreams are all the same
And remains nightmares to me
I live the same thing
Every minute of my life
Life's just this same obstacle
Making it hard
Before we lay peacefully forever
We suffer this long sorrowful period of time
And still never accomplish anything
Some are strong enough
To pick themselves up
Carry themselves
And the load they've been handed
Others are to weak
To live with the past
The memories
Make the tears of the future
And tears us down more
Most of the time
Everythings to much to bare
Cant stand to look back
Cant stand the thought
Of having to be here another second
Cant stand to look to future
Why cant I just remain in this
Deep Sleep