I found out today that you had left,
My Stomach Feels Like A Bottomless Pit.
Remembering The memories we once shared,
Knowing You Never Knew How much love I bared.
Your smile I Miss So Damn much,
Why do I have the shittiest luck.
Amanda you were my best friend and forever will be,
I just hoped your in heaven watching over me.
The realization that my best friend is gone,
Is so hard to talk to your mom and be strong.
Your Mom is going to be okay though she is having it hard,
But I just remind her that you are still in our hearts.
I wish you would've held on a little longer,
I didn't even say good-bye and its so hard cause I wonder.
Knowing now nothing is left and I got to live without you,
You Have No Idea how hard it is to live life through.
Wishing I could see your smile once more,
Knowing I cant right now until I meet you at heaven's gate and you open the door.
Dedicated to my best-friend Amanda rose who died in a car accident on may 28. 2005 RIP Girl!!
