What Was Once Believed

What i felt inside my heart
it always felt so strong
when it came time to let go
i wondered what went wrong

was my heart telling a lie?
or was i too afraid to hear?
was it all just part of the game?
truth was what i feared

i had to hide from the truth
i had to hide the pain
what i felt it felt so real
i had to run away

i found myself scattered and scarred
making all the wrong choices
trying to right what went wrong
am i hearing all the wrong voices?

here i am, lonely again
lost inside feared thoughts
terrified of the end results
that are brought by all my faults

am i doing the right thing now,
or was i right at the start?
how can i fix what's already broken?
my past will never be far

the promises i made all those times
are slowly beginning to fade
my whole life changed in one blurred day
by this one choice i made

and now i'm not sure what i'm doing wrong
and what just may be right
what am i doing here with you,
when i'm thinking of him tonight?

stupid mistakes being made by the second
but maybe they're just what i need
to heal this heart that's confused and broken
and bring back what was once believed

kAyLa lOvEs jOdY