Gone Just Gone

by skyfox   Jul 1, 2005


So sad why do I still feel so sad?
I know my boys have been torn away
I know my life is different each and every day
I know things can never ever be the same.

My heart still breaks from day to day
Each waking moment I rue that minute
That tragic second when I knew you were gone
And nothing could change it-you were both-just gone.

How hard I wanted to save your lives
But I stood and watched as you plunged from the skies
Not once did I notice the people around
As my heart screamed I watched you both go down.

The noise – that noise I will never forget
Then silence – dead silence as the ground you met
It was all over then.
The men in my life at that instant - were dead.

What were your thoughts? Did you have time for any?
Did you think of me? Did you say “I love you son?”
Your last moments on Earth were they filled with pain?
Questions – no answers. Questions asked again and again.

Deep in my heart I want to believe
That neither of you suffered that neither of you screamed
I can’t bear the thought of your final pain
I can’t bear the thought of never seeing you again.

It’s all so god dammed final
Nothing can ever be changed
My life and yours – It’s never to be

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  • 18 years ago

    by Chelsi

    Good job!! Great job w/emotions! Thanks for the comment on my poem! It meant a lot to me!! Keep writing!! 5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by TeArS R FaLLiNg

    So so sad, im sure they werent in pain..its so sad to read about how much you love them, and yet you cant be with them!! im so sorry but you seem like such a strrong lady and you inspire me to keep going because it makes me see that there are people out there that have suffered an immense pain and still go on u r awesome xoxoxo