Aaron 2

I feel so powerless
Against these feelings
I want the blade
To change these things

It's been so long
Since I felt this way
But I don't want
To live another day

I just want to cut
Take away the pain
I have nothing to lose
But nothing to gain

I feel like I lost you
Although you're still here
Losing you like this
Is my biggest fear

She's gonna take you
Far away from me
I love you so much
But you just don't see

She doesn't want us together
She doesn't understand
What it would be like
If I didn't have your hand

You are my world
My everything is you
But I want to cut
What else can I do

Slide the blade across my skin
Feel the blood flow through
Warm and red from my arms
And my wrists and thighs too

Anywhere that will bleed
Will feel the pain tonight
I know I shouldn't do it
But I'm too weak to fight

I wish that you were here
To help me through this all
Without you here to save me
I think I'm gonna fall

I'll give in to the call
To make myself feel pain
Baby, I need you here
Because I'm going insane

All of this makes no sense
This feeling isn't right
All of this is because
I can't see you tonight