Nobody seems to understand
What is wrong with me
All they can do is laugh
But they just don't see
I am angry at myself
I just want to scream
As the tears start to come
My eyes start to gleam
The tears fall from my face
For the pain I feel inside
I'm not exactly embarrased
But I still want to hide
Razor blades cloud my mind
Blood is all I see
It has been so long
This is alien to me
I want to cut myself
Take away the pain
But I can't seem to do it
Cuz I have nothing to gain
I wish someone would understand
How this makes me feel
But it seems to me
My feelings are not real
They laugh when they see me
I just want to die
Since that isn't possible
I will just have to cry
Please just leave me alone
Let me hide in a dark room
While pictures float inside my head
Of my end and my doom
