Am I in Their Hearts?

I sit and think to myself
Will people I love always be with me?
Is there a reason for their leaving?
The love I show for them do the see?

When I was only five
Out of my life my grandpa was taken
Him being the person I loved most
I was left really shaken

Yet I didn't understand why
He really did have to go
Being only five I didn't understand
But the pain I felt did show

Is this really necessary
For me to be left alone
In a world so big yet small
Not knowing if again his love will be shown?

Again another mistake was made
My parents got divorced
Mom stayed but Dad moved out
Yet his moved was not forced

After a couple of years
We slowly fell apart
I didn't really know what to do
Was I still left in his heart?

People always change
Things come and go
But in their hearts will I stay
This I still want to know?

My best friend left without notice
She didn't say goodbye
Six years thrown away
Me left here to cry

Two years passed
Not one call
I guess I didn't mean that much
For her not to care at all

I still haven't found an answer
To the one I will explain
Will I stay in his heart
Or will the pain remain?

I cared for him so much
The same did he for me?
To leave me so quickly
To move away why did he?

So much I did love him
Why didn't anyone see?
They just turned their backs
Leaving me to be

So once again I come to ask
In their hearts will I always be?
Right where I want to remain
Or the well-known pain will I continue to see?