Most people said that i should let go, that i should give up, that i should have said no. but i thought u were worth it, the pain and the tears, and i thought that you would guard me from my fears. you were always there wen i needed to talk, but thats about all we did... and we didn\\\'t even walk. i wouldn\\\'t call it a relationship, or love at first sight, cause really we didn\\\'t even see each other, just talked each night. now you say u still love me and i don\\\'t really believe you, cause lots of things out of your mouth have never been true. so y should i believe you wen u lie so much, nothings real from you not even a touch. you actually made me feel like shIt, and in my mind im thinking your proud of it. now because of you im bleeding again, and hopefully this blood will lead to my end. but i hope that u know i still like you, cause if i said love i would be lying like you. so know you know how i actually feel, and i know some stuff i said is hard to deal, but let it sink in and let it make sense because, after this im not talking to you ever again. now i know your upset and i know that it hurts, but to me your just some bug i can squash in the dirt. now im sitting here with tears down my face, thinking of how your a total disgrace, but wen i think about u at all, its like everything and around me just starts to fall, our the only one standing, and your the only thing there...
But fcuk that now, you ruined your chance, and all imma give you is one last glance. BYE
