Trying to make my words make sense,
But my head is all confused.
One minute I feel angry,
The next I feel the tears running down my face.
Loneliness is sinking in,
Without you, without him,
My life is incomplete.
I may have made some new friends,
But they are nothing like you
Nobody compares.
Unsure of what my next year will bring,
Should I stay where I am or should I spread my wings and fly?
Yesterday bought me an unusual day,
Something I'm not used to,
When I returned home from walking in the rain,
I wanted to cry.
I want to stay with you for the next few years,
I don't want to leave,
But I know deep down that its what my future holds.
I still love you and I still care,
I long to be that person you run to once again,
For us to be how we were and not feeling this need to run away.
I never want you to disappear and watch me from afar,
I want you by my side for the rest of time.
When the time comes for my wedding day,
I want you to be there playing an important role.
When I have children,
I want you to be their favourite auntie.
Whatever my life may bring,
Whatever your life may bring you,
Whether it be full of joy or dismay
Always remember this,
That as my best friend,
Nobody compares to you.
*This is dedicated to Millie. I still love you and I don't want you to ever go away, even if I may seem like I hate your guts I don't. Please don't ever forget that...*
