Never again

He stares at that gun
with tears in his eyes
knowing their done
he sits there and cries
Never again
will he touch her face
Never again
will he feel her grace
anger , defeat
love , pain
lies and deceit
run through his veins
and yea, it hurts
what more to say
now he sits and flirts
with death everyday
you call him weak
say hes not strong
he looks at that gun
he'll prove you wrong
so what holds him back?
what makes him stop?
its the thing that he lacks
that makes his gun drop
push her away
shes getting too close
pull her back in
time for the next dose
..shes not coming back
it went too far
too bad you let her under your skin
then you let the wound scar
remember her smile
remember her kiss
remember everything
that your gonna miss
because its all over
yea its all through
he stares at that gun
he knows what to do
Never again
will he shed a tear
Never again
will his hand shake with fear
barrel to head
he trembles a bit
It all fades to black
after he hears it click.