Crystal Raindrops

As it begins to rain,
I remember all the pain!
I remember all the joy, laughter and smiles,
AND all the pain, tears you caused in that while!

Blue-represents how i feel about you,
and everything we went through...
I freeze, listening to the sound,
Of crystal raindrops shattering as they hit the ground!

Forgetting is easy, it's remembering that hurts the most,
it's like catching a raindrop,
like holding onto you,
Both impossible to do!

As each one shatters,
the sound gets so loud!
Like my pain, my life never mattered,
the sound now breaks me down!

Puddles of blue form around me,
showing picture of her and you!
I stand listening to shattering sounds,
Wondering how shattering crystal raindrops got so loud!!!