Last summer I remember so very well,
Spending all our time together,
Playing out in the sun.
All those happy memories that I never want to let go.
Many people had a problem with the time we were spending together,
That we didn't have time for anything else,
But I had you,
You had me,
We were all the other one could need.
Now this summer is finally here,
And you keep telling me that you're busy,
When will you have time to fit me in?
I know we're not a new couple in love anymore,
But I still like to know you still care.
I long to feel your arms hold me once again,
I long to lay upon your chest and feel your gentle heartbeat.
Those nights we used to spend,
Looking up at the stars are gone.
I admire the stars from my window,
Wishing, praying, hoping with all that I have,
One night you'll be here to share it all with.
No longer am I new in your life,
You still tell me you love me,
Those words that I long to hear,
I know the words are true,
When you say you'll never leave me,
I believe.
Maybe I'm just being silly,
Only seeing it from one point of view,
But I still feel I'm no longer one of your priorities,
And no matter how hard I try to get your attention,
No matter how much I cry,
You still don't seem to see.
Dreaming on the memories,
Reading all the letters you've ever sent me,
They were such a long time ago.
Are my memories of last summer well and truly gone for good?
*I still love my boyfriend to pieces and I know he loves me too I just miss how we used to be so new and wanting to spend every second together...that seems to have faded now. I need a males advice on this...am i making a big deal out of nothing???*
