My last Hit

People wonder if it's true
if I really am addicted
if i can make it through

i don't really know if i can now
rehab cant make me quit
and I'm not sure how

they keep telling me to be strong
but my will is lost
and my heart is gone

the G has made me emotionless
completely dead inside
and careless

i wish i could cry just to let you all see
that somewhere I do care
but when i try, the feelings...
they just aren't there inside me

iI'vegot nothing to live for
Except for this drug called "shit"
i die more every time I say
"I swear, this is my last hit"