This should remind you

I sit at home
all so alone
just weeping over my ex
my head just aches

I thought about cutting
I thought about dieing
then I begin to start thinking

when I am out side
I have to hide
all of my pride

I look up in the sky
It makes me want to cry
because the stars remind me
thats past is behind me

Please help me dear lord
for what I behold
toward this little girl
in this big world
all she did was ignored
what I feel
and I know it was real

I gave her my best afford
but yet I was still hurt
and at the end
I was played
I was the one that payed
she surely wasn't hurt
was her love for me pretend

So when you look in the sky
and see our star
I hope they all bring out scars
which I hope bring you down
because what you did left me with a frown

So when you lie
don't be shy
tell me why
you did what you did

you may think your a kid
but you sure hurt
a lot of men

So I hope you pray to god
and ask for his forgiveness
because this world
isn't a little playpen
my little girl

so I hope this reminds you
of what we had
and what we could of had
I could tell you right off hand
that your confused
but you abused
the rules of love
so while I am above
I'll save a spot down below
with all the rest of the dirt ho es
in gods name we pray
amen