Don't be sad. Heaven is great!!

I stand alone
At the end of the line
The way I feel
Is way past being fine

They all hate me
And so do you
Don't say you don't
Please tell me what's true

Because no one else cares
That they kill me with their words
And neither do you
Remember I a fool

I won't even listen
To what they have to say
Because every word that's spoken
Melts my world away

My parents don't hear my heart
Screaming at night
The friends that I once had
Are joining the fight

Against me,who let them
Beat me down
And make me so depressed
To make me cry and frown

Then when I didn't take
The bull $/-/it
They broke and burned me
Until I feel like grit

And I knew that
They treated me like mud
Killed me with their jokes
Made me look like crud

Now I lie here
After another vicious beating
Another trip to the counselor
For another useless treating

I act like she is helping
Just so I can go home
To let go of my pain
And cry and be alone

The thoughts of death are booming
A knife seems just right
Because they have convinced me
To join their silly fight

The knife slips into my soul
And hits me where it hurts
As I rise up to heaven
God says,you are not dirt!'

But he's glad I'm up in heaven
Where he can keep me safe
And hopefully help me sew up
My truly helpless life