Here's To Another Heartbreak

I think I made a big mistake,
I took another vow,
I made a promise I couldn't keep,
I can't turn back now.

This one really hurt me,
This time I don't know why,
This one seemed so different,
This one other guy.

I want her to be happy,
I put myself at stake,
I need this more than anything,
I have the hit to take.

This is the story of a girl,
This was her only thoughts,
This is the time she put herself second,
This is a new lesson she has been taught.

Note: I'm the girl in this story...and no, im not doing anything to hurt myself physically, but emotionally yes, i am. So comment on it if you want.