Cross my heart

It's been awhile
how have you been?
I've been doing OK
thinking of you
i bet you thought of that
i bet you knew
we don't talk anymore
theres nothing there to say
you say you have to go
but i know its another lie
but i just say OK
see you later. bye
i want to say i love you
before the conversation ends
but you wouldn't understand
its bad enough
we aren't even friends
the least you could do
was say hi to me
after all i started
your popularity
i acted nice to you after everything
even though you hated me
i tried to talk her into
going out with you
as much as it hurt me
i pulled through
she wouldn't say yes though
i felt bad i didn't do my job
even though i wasn't asked to do it
i cross my heart
hope to die
the only thing that will save me
is the loving look you once had in your eyes