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These are just two short poems I wrote, the first is one I wrote after I hurt someone I care about more than life its self because of my stupid actions, and the second is one when from when I was feeling so much pain...

I’ve fcuked up yet again
Gone and hurt the one I love
By doing the same old shit
By saying the same old shit
Making him think he’s hurt me
When it’s the complete opposite
He shows me love, warmth and kindness
He’s given me hope, faith and life
He is my light, my life and my everything
But I’m screwing everything up
As per fcuking usual
So I have to get it together
Before I lose him forever
Because without him I’m nothing…

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This unbearable pain
I cant stand it any longer
Its killing me from the inside out
Its taken over my life
Stolen my hopes and dreams
No matter what they say
I’ll never be free from it all
Its engulfed my life
Taken over my mind and body
I cant escape from its strong grip
Im forever trapped within its embrace