Bang....

No one truly understands
what went through his mind
in school he was a geek, a loser
and always left behind

he couldn't find an answer
he searched for far too long
until finally he found one
but now it seems so wrong

maybe because it was
but he saw no other way
the laughs and looks became too much
there was nothing he could say

no one could ever understand
there was no real excuse
there were those who tried to explain it
but there really was no use

they didn't have to die that day
it could have been prevented
we mourn forever this terrible decision
this solution he invented

he had no one to talk to
no one who'd really care
the signs he gave said 'nothing's wrong'
when they should have said 'beware'..