The Only One

I was thinking about myself and how I so need to move on from the past,and I thought to do that,I need to let go of the past,but I can't,And I think this may be why I'm being left behind,Anyways,then I realised,I had moved on in most ways,but I need that girl to light my life and totally let me be myself.

I wish I could show you,
What is wrong,
And how to heal this,
Pain that I feel,
I wish you could do,
Everything I long,
To have happen,
And just not miss,
What I'm saying,
I know I conceal,
I know I hide,
I know I don't tell,
But there is nothing I can do,
To stop the song,
And the feeling of being weightless,
And yet my heart weighing,
Like a boulder keeping me down,
Because I can't deal,
With everything I tried,
And all that hell,
Because who am I?,
To make myself a waste,
And hide what you feel,
So it hurts,
But I remain hateless,
Instead of drowning,
And betraying,
All that is right,
So I cried,
What is wrong if I don't tell?,
Does it matter if I look high?,
And give you a bitter taste,
Of who I am,
Because it's all I can do,
So I don't make it worse,
And to make it through the night,
So I lied,
It wasn't to you,
It was to myself,
Of how I could make it through,
Another day,
Without you,
Is it my curse?,
Do I need to make it a fight?,
Just to regain some pride,
I know I'll be true,
So I just got to write a verse,
To release myself,
And let you know,
Even if you don't,
The only one is you.