I try hard to fight it

I try hard to fight it
To keep my head up high and dreams despite of it

I know deep inside
You will never change till the day you die

How could someone your supposed to adore
Make you experience hate like never before

How could someone who’s supposed to be down for the ride
Make you fall to your knees with so much sadness and pain inside

This anger flowing through me now
And I could sit here all day and wonder how

But im not gonna let you play me for a fool
Because im through dealing with you

But day by day you make me stronger
And there’ll come a time when I can brush it off and think on it no longer