Dear razorblade

Dear razor blade
i took u because i was in pain
u told me it would be alright
that u would be my friend

so i took u
and i sliced my skin
oh the pain u released
from deep within

u made me smile
through my tears
but then u brought
so many fears

u became my friend
my best kept secret
picking u up
i would soon regret

i remember all the times
i sliced my wrist
and u were the one
in my fist

it became an addiction
i felt i was in control
but what u did
was left Ur mark on my soul

i would sit in the rain
going by were the cars
as i just sat
and looked at my scars

i realized that u weren't the answer
so i will try to put u down
but i know it will be hard
to let u hit the ground

i know i have said
all of this before
bur i wont grab u
when i reach the door

u said u were a friend
but that is what u were not
i wont cut again
ill try with all i got

i will i will try
ill let the scars fade
this is my note
to my razor blade

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