Someday you will pass me by

Someday when you pass my by,
I won’t be wondering why,
I’ll look at you like we had no past,
Like I never wished that it would last,
But for now I’m drowning in pain,
Wishing what we had wasn’t a game,
I know you did love me,
And that’s something I guess couldn’t be
It’s killing me seeing you with her,
For I wish I could be in her place for a day,
So to me “I love you” would be all you’d say,
Just one day to know how it feels,
Feeling loved, happy, in your arms, it would be so real,
I’m looking for something to be,
Because I can no longer be me,
Waking up feeling the same,
Trying to hide my heartrending pain
Sometimes I just want to be invisible,
Where no one can see me feeling miserable,
Just once I want to fall for someone,
And not fall just for their fun,
I can not not think of you,
And I honestly don’t know what to do,
I can feel myself slowly slipping away,
I’m trying to grasp onto something to stay,
Look me in the eyes and tell me what I did wrong,
For I can no longer stay strong,
I long to be in your arms,
You are the perfect charm,
I guess all I have is a memory,
A memory of you and me,
Tears roll down my face,
And you left without a trace,
I can’t stop this,
You are the only one I miss,
I can’t live without you,
I wish you felt it too..