Too Blind.. written about my friend Sarah

I'm crying on the inside
no one even turns a head
I'm crying on the outside
what am I.. f**king dead?

not even one second look
from my so called friends
well, they'll wish they had done something
when my life comes to an end

there are a select few
who actually stop and take the time
but for those I'll just let them live
so their fates better than mine

I feel sorry for myself
but I'm not like "pitty me"
I feel sorry for myself because
no one else can see..