Once loved by you

Now i know how rejection feels
as from the worlds my mind seals

its now come to my worst fears
on my knee's eyes of tears

she had a reason i know that
and now my life's turned to crap

i want to just end it but its never that simple
but its not just her its other people

i wished on a star that it wouldn't end
but the star only had hope to send

hope she wouldn't leave me ever
but soon my feelings she would sever

my life and soul now condemned
she says that she wants to be friends

but i don't care i still love you most
but you have ripped my heart out my throat

I'm sure she thinks that its all OK
that we'll still talk another day

well Amy i did my wrongs but so have you
you may not think so but it is true

Amy i loved you, you were my air
but now for me you don't seem to care

i know i said it would be OK to be friends
but i probably won't see you ever again

i feel like i need to cut myself or smoke one more time
but i promised you i wouldn't but now i want to die

its so hard to not think of not having you
you are my true love from you my roots grew

i never new love only a slight happiness
but i knew i had loved when your skin i did caress

life to me is hopeless now I'm an empty shell
so now I'm stuck forever in this god for saken hell