Daddy Don't You Die...

In the hospital room,
I stand by your bed.
Thinking about what I'd do,
if you were dead.

Those thoughts just scare me so bad.
I'm afraid of losing you.
I'm afraid that I'll be so sad.
Because with you I'll die too.

Daddy don't you die.
I need you here with me.
Daddy won't you reply?
I love you, don't you see?

I want to take care of you when you get old.
Give me the chance to do that.
Daddy why do you feel so cold?
Are you still with me, where are you at?

Daddy one day I'll make a million dollars.
I'll give it all to you.
If it will make you proud, I'll be a scholar.
then you can pay all your bills thats overdue.

Dad you said you can never pay off all your bills,
Before your life is through.
Well I'm going to tell you something that will give you a thrill.
I'll pay it all for you.

Daddy please stay with me forever
I love you more than you know.
Daddy just to keep you alive, I'll do whatever.
Daddy please don't go........

I just want to be a kid again.
And not have to cry every night.
Worrying that if your not happy,
Is it because of my life?

Daddy I want to be 5 years old again.
And just sit in your lap.
While your just hanging with all your friends.
I'll lay my head on your shoulder and nap.

I wish i could turn back the hands of time.
And take back all my fits in the store.
Too me now, being a brat is a crime.
I'm so sorry for being a sore.

Dad I'm so sorry for being so sad.
I should have never made you cry.
I should have recognized how great a life with you I had........
Now I have a better reason to wish I'd just die.....

I love you so much.
Please hold my hand.
Don't let go just yet.
I know you understand.......

I'm talking to you!
I'm spilling my most intense feelings!!
Do you love me too?
Or are you not listening?........

Daddy..................
Oh daddy I love you.
Why do I feel like I just died?
Is it maybe..............
Because you died too.
I want to take you away and hide.

I haven't been the same since you been gone.....
It's been harder than you know.
I wanna give you one more hug,
Life is going on, but now it seems so slow.

The snow has just come down.
And it is sticking just like glue...
Your girlfriend just had your baby.........
It's a boy, and it looks just like you.

I miss you so much, and i see you in him.
Now I cry even more at night.
Cause now my life seems so dim.

You always made me happy,
Just by saying a joke.
No matter how much you were unhappy.
Just from your cover up we'd never know...

Well now your gone, so I need to say goodbye.
Daddy even though your not really with me,
Will you still stick by my side?

Oh and one more thing.
You need to know this now if you never knew....
Daddy I miss you so much.
And Daddy, I love you.

...But it was too late for me to tell him how i feel, so tell your parents when you get the chance....
Please comment. I've cried the whole time i was typing this..........thanks a lot........