We were always in love
we just couldn't be together
and now we have to hide
our love behind society's back
i can't begin to think life without you
and i can't keep going on like this
keeping every ounce of my being to say I'm not one of your little games
but from the looks of it
I'm someone you go to when your bored
i stand no where in your heart now
and i can't believe i even tried
to pull you and me back together
when fate already gave you away
you and her were meant to be
you and i were meant to be a part
we were meant to be lovers once
but not anymore
i can't bear to be called a b****
when your angry at me
you take your anger out on me
you use me to take away your pain away
but in the end
you always go back to her
you throw money at me like I'm a bum on the street
you make me bow and beg
and i can't believe that i can still hang on
will not anymore
i refuse to be use
and i refuse to be your toy
i want to be treated with respect
with love and care
and if i can't get that
this affair is nothing to me
your money? nothing to me
out secret love will be no more
