This cant be me!!!

I look in the mirror
what do i see?
a torn apart girl
staring back at me

whats wrong with her?
why is she crying?
whats gotten into her?
is she sick of trying?

she reaches for the cabinet
opens it and pulls out a razor
she looks in the mirror
she cant believe this girl is her!

she drags the blade across her arm
she hears the front door open
oh no! daddy's here!
he forgot something shes hopin

he grabs something and goes back to work
she puts the razor back and cleans up her arm
shes tired of this!
shes tired of causing self harm!

she looks in the mirror and wiper her mascara
she knows shell never be good enough for anybody
she knows for a fact
the shes not pretty

I'm looking in the mirror
what do i see?
the torn apart girl
that is me....