When you find that special someone your supposed to hold on to him tight and never let him go. But what if the one you loved was the one hurting you? Would you stand back and accept every "I'm sorry" when inside you know its not true. Inside your crying and screaming while you let him take advantage of you and tear you in pieces. You know you should take a stand and show him and everybody else that your in control but you cant they're isn't enough words to explain how you feel No words are the right words to fit your life to fit your feelings. Everyone looks at you and says"aww you have such a good life and body and smile and hair and excreta" but they don't know the pain your put through they don't know you cry yourself to sleep you hear rumors about the one you love, the one thats supposed to mean so much to you. everyone tells you its true and you know its true but you don't want to believe it then you wonder why you love him and you decide to turn away his apology or stand up for yourself when he Denni the truth.but when he calls you hear his voice.the voice that makes you realize that should never let him go. words that make you understand why you love him and you don't want to go through with the deal you made with yourself with your hurting heart you sit back and accept his lies because the words are there right there but when u o grab them they're out of reach they disappear and your left there the same girl the same feelings the same pain its all the same. To My Liz And Frank.......I Love U Liz