What is it that I did to you,
to make you act so cruel,
was it all the love I gave,
or perhaps I am a fool?
Give and give is all I did,
but nothing I received,
I'd ditch my friends,
and get home late,
so you and I could be,
be alone together,
that's all you'd ever want,
you'd lie to me,
manipulate,
and I'd do what you want,
all along I knew your game,
knew that it was wrong,
but how could I help but hope,
that maybe you would change,
I held my hopes up way too high,
I should have seen it coming,
the day that you would text and say that everything is over.
You tell me that you've moved on,
long before this time,
you're over me and all we had,
you'd wished we never met,
at that moment,
it hit me hard,
my heart now knew the truth.
All along my conscience gave a constant warning,
but my heart knew somewhere in you,
it could find love and devotion.
My soul is hurting,
I barely breath,
you make me sick,
beyond belief,
I never really had you,
but my heart felt I did,
now that it's seen the truth,
it's completely torn and ripped,
it feels no emotions,
I've lost my sense of self,
somewhere in the depths of you,
I left behind my heart.
Someday I may want it back,
when the memories fade,
but until the time my soul should heal,
with you is where it stays.
