No Person Exists

I've always wanted someone
To be with me through it all
Someone to risk their very life
Even if it led to their own fall

You might think it is selfish
But for others I am right there
I deserve someone to love me
Not one who pretends they care

I've always wanted someone
To listen to me while I talk
Someone who will not judge
But encourage while I walk

You might think I am crazy
But there is more that I give
I deserve the perfect friend
Because I just want to live

I've always wanted someone
To understand how I still feel
Someone who will listen to me
Because they know it is real

You might think I am insane
Or that the thought is absurd
Why wouldn't I want a friend
To listen when I am not heard

I've always wanted someone
Who'd sit with me for a while
And when I am breaking down
That person can make me smile

You might think I am strange
But I never found a real friend
I deserve the true relationship
One that will stick until the end

I've always wanted someone
Who gets so fun to be around
Someone who makes me laugh
Without even making a sound

You might think I am dreamy
But I do not care what you say
I deserve to be in one's arms
Someone who'll take me away

I've always wanted someone
Someone to fall into all of this
But I stopped searching long ago
Because no such person exists

A lot of you may disagree...I had a lot of friends, and I have good friends now...But when I thought of it, no one really was always there...or even understands. I am having a hard time right now.