No matter what I do,
The pain grows,
It feeds on my soul,
as a snake eats a mouse.
I’m not sure why,
But somehow I’ve fallen so very far from Grace.
I gave into these urges, these nudges
And Now I’m turning my back
On the one thing I thought might save me.
I won’t change, I’m always going to be this way.
People on those stupid communities talk to me and Preach to me.
But they just don’t get it.
I’ve fallen so very far from Grace.
I want to disappear
I want to die
But I have decided, I have resigned
This fight is useless
I’m destined to always be one of those who have fallen.
Now I just pray:
I have made the right choice.
