Not Exactly Death

Faced with life and death
Which would you chose?
Me?
Tell you the truth
I wouldn’t mind going
Not at all
I’d like to leave now
I think I’ve heard enough
Seen enough
Learned enough
To know this world
How ‘bout you?
Which would you choose?

As time passes
I change more and more
I no longer want to die so bad
I just don’t want to live
Even if it's not so bad now
I’ve had enough
I think I’m ready now
I’m ready now
I don’t exactly choose death
I’m just not choosing life
Whatever that means
I'm not certain myself
So I’m just waiting here
Waiting to be let go
Waiting for my last cold
The day I die
I’ll be happy
Finally
I can relax
It’s over now
Or is it?
That’s one relapse
What if I continue to burn
even after my departure?