I cant do that to him

I know you want me to dump him.
i know you think i should.
but I'm starting to like him.
or you know i would.

you told me i could date him.
you said it would be okay.
but that you didn't want me to.
was something you didn't say.

i mean i thought you didn't care.
thats how you made it seem.
and all of this.
is way worse than a bad dream.

i like him now.
and I'm not gonna let him go.
i cant do that to him.
its just not easy, you know.

so I'm gonna have to tell you.
that me n him aren't gonna be apart.
so don't try to argue.
don't even start.