I've lost myself and i need to find me.
as i look around i see,
a wooded area of green,
a mist hanging in the air giving the look from a story book seen.
a small pond lays where no one will see,
a sight only made for me.
it shines like a solid looking glass.
but instead of my reflection i see myself sitting in class.
it was the last day of school.
and i was acting like a complete fool.
my face looked funny and my glasses were on back wards.
then this boy cut me down, then the water broke into glass shards.
i realized why i couldn't find my way.
i will never forget that moment, not even till this very day.
i cannot care what others do.
i will not care what they think of me or you.
no one will save me from this place.
i am the one i have to face.
now as i look around i see,
a different person staring back at me.
one whose not afraid
the kind who ventures out into sunlight, instead of receding back into the shade.
i have not found my way out of the dark.
i will never be able to swim from my shark,
the one who is eating me from the outside, in,
trying to find the person within.
